i just discovered that my school has a graphics design club. i don't think i'm gonna join, though, because none of my friends are joining and i don't want to look like a dork. don't tell me "join anyway who cares about what other people think of you", because i DO care about what others think of me. i'm not necessarily striving to be "popular", but i definetly don't want to be seen as a loser. none of my rl friends (with one exception) know about my online life. i honestly don't think some of them would take it very well ("if they cant accept you for who you are then they aren't really your friends" stfu)

gtg, i'll edit with more stuff later